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This Is Kanaya Maryams Livejournal
Or It Was But Then It Transformed Into A Dreamwidth When I Wasnt Looking
Im Still Not Entirely Clear On How That Happened

I Have Taken The Courtesy Of Not Speaking In My Blood Color Or The Standard Font To Display Cultural Sensitivity
Though If You Want To Converse In The Fashion To Which I Am Most Accustomed That Would Be Fine
If You Would Like Me Not To Represent My Enunciation Textually That Would Also Be Acceptable Though I Would Prefer Not To All Things Being Equal
It Causes Me Moderate Strain

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[speakveryclearly]

Yeah. That. I admit my concerns at times when ranging from indigo to magenta when not feeding from featherbeasts or frogs... it's strange, not having played out feeding in over a month.

[dicey]

Do you have to kill people to do it?

[speakveryclearly]

No, they definitely survive.

[dicey]

Good thing! People in these "games" are surprisingly okay with stuff like that happening in the past, but if you do it there you're screwed.

[speakveryclearly]

Yeah, I have noticed a slight tendency for irrationality in that regard...

[dicey]

Hey!

It's not irrational.

[speakveryclearly]

But in certain contexts where the respawn functions liberally enough they often overreact.

[dicey]

... Oh. Yeah, that's true.

[speakveryclearly]

I don't think murder should have to mark the end of a relationship.

[dicey]

What did it end for you?

[speakveryclearly]

...

[Long silence before she looks away, speaking not to her, somewhere stupid.] Somewhere I wish it didn't have to have had. Somewhere I wish I could run away from. But can't. Reality is a funny thing for us, but it still gets the last laugh in some strange paradoxical way.

[dicey]

Philosophical!

So what happened? Or was it that thing you told me about before?

[speakveryclearly]

...no, it's -- not that, that's something I--

[She cuts off and then stares a little less far away.] Have you ever been told how I became undead.

[dicey]

Nope.

[speakveryclearly]

[She freezes at that, and turns over with a dim cool glow to confirm Vriska's innocence in the matter.]

Oh. [Beat.] ...have you heard anything about, say, an incident involving a matriorb, or a blinding, or a -- magic wand.

[dicey]

[raises an eyebrow]

Definitely not!

[speakveryclearly]

Oh. Well. There was an... incident. Involving all of those things.



And I was on the wrong side of that white science wand.

[dicey]

And then what? And what was the whole incident thing about? Details!

[speakveryclearly]

[Very tiny pause before a massive rush:] I made Eridan a wand but then he tried to fight with Sollux blinding him and so Feferi attempted to kill him in retaliation and so he got her and then I turned around and saw this and so he destroyed the matriorb and so I tried to destroy him and then he tried to destroy me which he did for about an hour.

And then I woke up like this so I found and murdered him.

[dicey]

And people seriously got pissed at you for that?

[speakveryclearly]

No--no, it's not that, I was talking about the relationship breaking. Because now in games both of us are alive but it'll never be the same and--Vriska, I was ashen for him, you should recall that.

[dicey]

Yeah, I know. But he blew it, so why do you care? Eridan's a loser-- always has been, always will be.

[speakveryclearly]

Auspisticism is -- it's a black romance, and, I don't know, being a loser is -- if you'd asked me an hour before it happened whether I wanted him dead the answer would be no. The point is that it was never planned that way.

[dicey]

But that's how it did happen, so you should just forget about him! You're too good for him.

[speakveryclearly]

I'd try, but... [Awkward situation comin' up...] The only place my chainsaw hasn't done the forgetting for me... ...Feferi and I live with him.

[YEAH.]