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This Is Kanaya Maryams Livejournal
Or It Was But Then It Transformed Into A Dreamwidth When I Wasnt Looking
Im Still Not Entirely Clear On How That Happened

I Have Taken The Courtesy Of Not Speaking In My Blood Color Or The Standard Font To Display Cultural Sensitivity
Though If You Want To Converse In The Fashion To Which I Am Most Accustomed That Would Be Fine
If You Would Like Me Not To Represent My Enunciation Textually That Would Also Be Acceptable Though I Would Prefer Not To All Things Being Equal
It Causes Me Moderate Strain

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They Arent Screened Because That Would Be Somewhat Troublesome For Actually Conducting Conversations With Anonymous Browsers
But The Logging Of Addresses Following The Four-Point Specifications Of This Grubnet Is Off As Well
So I Hope You Are At Comfort

My Profile Contains The Means Of Connecting To Trollian With Me If Desired
Thats All

Comments

[speakveryclearly]

I don't know. Maybe the months you've spent there have caused your diamond to wander.

I... might try to do that, then. If I were there.

[she's somehow convinced that if there's ever a Kanaya there she'll herself be there]

[dicey]

It's kind of complicated, you know! These human friendships are the palest things ever.

[speakveryclearly]

True... they don't have the same exclusivity about it.

[dicey]

Exactly.

[speakveryclearly]

As much as everyone being friendly might be nice, sometimes I feel that the exclusive nature of our conciliatory romances makes them more passionate. Meaningful.

[dicey]

Yeah, no way am I going to be that friendly with everyone. That would just be weird.

[speakveryclearly]

I can never really figure out exactly where to split the difference.

[dicey]

I probably have like. Two people that I'm like that with. Maybe three.

[speakveryclearly]

I haven't really gotten quite like that with more than one person. So I guess I'm alright for now.

Not. Not that I'm saying your state of affairs is necessarily not alright.

[dicey]

I know it's not really normal, but I don't hate it or anything.

[speakveryclearly]

It's not that bad, isn't it. Being meddled with.

I sometimes wonder what being on that side of the relationship is like...

[dicey]

Annoying!








But it's kind of cool to have someone listen to your problems. I guess.

[speakveryclearly]

It might be refreshing, then.

[dicey]

... I guess I was a pretty shitty moirail as far as that went, huh.

[speakveryclearly]

Well, you weren't supposed to be that kind.

[dicey]

But there's the whole balance thing, and I didn't really... balance you out, I guess? It was all pretty one-sided, haha!

Whatever. That was a long time ago.

[speakveryclearly]

Well, perhaps you could have stood to have more... pity, but. It is far in the past.

[dicey]

Exactly.

[...]

So! Let's forget about it.

[speakveryclearly]

[...]

...yeah.

[Sudden recognition that this is... a long thread...]

[dicey]

What?

[speakveryclearly]

Uh. Nothing. I just -- wonder if you still wanted to hang around, for the moment. After you said that.

[dicey]

Why wouldn't I?

[speakveryclearly]

I don't know, maybe you got tired of my company over the course of... [...] ...a quarter thousand comments.

[dicey]

You have some shitty self-esteem!

... Why, do you want to leave?

[speakveryclearly]

No. I just feel we're stretching slightly the plausible boundaries of a single conversation.