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This Is Kanaya Maryams Livejournal
Or It Was But Then It Transformed Into A Dreamwidth When I Wasnt Looking
Im Still Not Entirely Clear On How That Happened

I Have Taken The Courtesy Of Not Speaking In My Blood Color Or The Standard Font To Display Cultural Sensitivity
Though If You Want To Converse In The Fashion To Which I Am Most Accustomed That Would Be Fine
If You Would Like Me Not To Represent My Enunciation Textually That Would Also Be Acceptable Though I Would Prefer Not To All Things Being Equal
It Causes Me Moderate Strain

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Comments

[dicey]

So you're not jealous or anything, right?

[speakveryclearly]

Oh, definitely not. He's become your moirail, which you've explained is very much to your satisfaction; and I think it's been established for a long time that isn't something I could do for you.

[dicey]

What about me going to his planet?

[speakveryclearly]

That's still in the future. I don't know.

It was an established plan before you were in the pale quadrant anyway.

[dicey]

Yeah, but my feelings were pale.

[speakveryclearly]

I mean, before you became his moirail, that's still what you were going to do. So I wasn't really thinking about that part of things very much.

I still wish it weren't what you wanted to do, but since it is, and has been for a long time, and I can't really stop you, I'm just glad about how you've made progress in your relationship, which is a separate matter from anything I would want to interfere in.

[dicey]

Do you want to interfere in other stuff?

[speakveryclearly]

No?

Should I?

[dicey]

You think I'm going to say yes?

[speakveryclearly]

No.

[dicey]

I guess I'm just worried things are going to be awkward! And you could probably convince Hanna that it'd be better for me if he left me behind, and he's so stupidly selfless that he'd do it. So I'm worried about that, too.

[speakveryclearly]

What. No!

I would never do that. I want what is actually best for you and think you can decide that for yourself instead of me.

If I did want to make decisions for you, then I might have stayed your moirail. But I never had the strength of will for it.

[dicey]

... I don't really want to break your heart either. That's another thing.

[speakveryclearly]

Don't worry about that anymore. You already did that.

[dicey]

Kanaya!

[speakveryclearly]

Tavros, alright!

And that's ignoring all the independent heartbreaking issues in the future...

My point is that's no longer a concern.

[dicey]

Yeah, no longer a concern in some shitty passive-aggressive way because I already broke it.

Independent heartbreaking issues? Like what?

[speakveryclearly]

In the future the matriorb blows up, so if I come to Adstringendum there won't be any race rebuilding concerns to keep you with me anyway.

[dicey]

Racebuilding wouldn't keep me anywhere, I don't give a shit about that. I care more about you than racebuilding.

[speakveryclearly]

I know, but it's just always been my excuse to find a way for wanting you to stay and not be selfish.

[dicey]

It's a shitty reason. You had to know I wouldn't care.

What are you going to do if you come and you find out I live with him? That's pretty weird for trolls. But I guess I live with other people too, so...

[speakveryclearly]

It's going to be so different when I come. I'll have punched your future self in the face, and also seen her corpse; and--

I'm not really... her yet, if that can make sense.

In general, speaking as any troll, the fact he's your moirail helps. I don't think cohabitation is a weird thing for conciliatory couples to do.

[dicey]

It seems weird to me, but I like it anyway.

We share a room, too.

[human terms!!!]

[speakveryclearly]

Do you sleep in the same... bed?

That is entering slightly weirder territory. Not that I can judge considering my predilection for watching my lovers sleep.

[dicey]

Yeah, we do. That's a human thing too, but Axel said usually only family members and people having sex do it.