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This Is Kanaya Maryams Livejournal
Or It Was But Then It Transformed Into A Dreamwidth When I Wasnt Looking
Im Still Not Entirely Clear On How That Happened

I Have Taken The Courtesy Of Not Speaking In My Blood Color Or The Standard Font To Display Cultural Sensitivity
Though If You Want To Converse In The Fashion To Which I Am Most Accustomed That Would Be Fine
If You Would Like Me Not To Represent My Enunciation Textually That Would Also Be Acceptable Though I Would Prefer Not To All Things Being Equal
It Causes Me Moderate Strain

Anonymous Commenting Is Enabled For The Use Of Anyone Unable To Register An Account Here

They Arent Screened Because That Would Be Somewhat Troublesome For Actually Conducting Conversations With Anonymous Browsers
But The Logging Of Addresses Following The Four-Point Specifications Of This Grubnet Is Off As Well
So I Hope You Are At Comfort

My Profile Contains The Means Of Connecting To Trollian With Me If Desired
Thats All

Comments

[dicey]

Well, it's true! If things are going to be awkward forever and you're not going to stop bitterly wanting more from me, this ain't going to work out.

[speakveryclearly]

Can you really say that we meaningfully could work out like this. You know what... where we are.

In the future things will be... very different, and honestly it is rather hard to want more from somebody who you had accepted was dead. I keep not wanting to say that because I don't want it to be true or fall into the trap of acting like it means anything for you - because you're not that girl who died. But I do get over that troll who did die. In the future.

That all happens in the future and it's very difficult to talk about really. I'm not much of a roleplayer. I don't very often sketch out hypothetical scenarios and how they would play out.

Will you be happy to see me? You don't have to answer that, but it's the kind of question you're asking.

That's not as good an example, I guess, since you would have the same history and it's an overall less thorny concept.

[dicey]

Yeah. I'd be happy to see you, Kanaya. Really happy.

But I think we might be destined to be kismeses.

[speakveryclearly]

Do you want me to be that troll...

I. Don't know if I want to be that troll.

[dicey]

No. I don't hate you at all.

[speakveryclearly]

Yeah, I... think I physically could not possibly render my opinion of you anything less than "maybe not that great". I cannot think of anything you could do that would stop me from thinking that way, and you've done quite a few things that stopped quite a few other people from thinking that way.

[dicey]

Do you think I'm maybe not that great?

[speakveryclearly]

Most of the time I think you are that great.

[dicey]

I'd rather you hate me than become apathetic. Apathy sucks.

[speakveryclearly]

I assure you apathy is a long way off.