I'd like to tell myself I can use my imagination fairly well. Then again I've been told I lie to myself a lot. [ahaha yeah she's, she's not even getting into what she and Eridan are like right now (hint he may or may not think that no quadrant is worse than a shithole one)] It's xenoromantic, and conciliatory, and by association too complicated even disregarding the involvement of people neither of whom the other knows, and all bullshit when you get down to it pretty much.

I'm guessing your brand of bullshit differs mostly because you were actually going to be happy. Though I think you're selling yourself short by saying you still can't be. In a long-term detainment scenario, that is.

On the bright side, assuming you haven't been too cowed into submission by your city's likely human standards, we might be able to take our frustrations out on our captors violently. [...yeah her limited available CR has not been that good for her TBH]